Hi my name is silvia,
And this is what I do in the morning.
Well. Its not really interesting, but I know I am a morning
person, every morning feels good cause there will be a sun shine from outside,
and I can start with some music, its like everyday on my life.
And lately I fond a good song, calls I love u from billie
eilish it’s a really good song to studying with, u know I am sooo interested
with music, like everyday in my life, sometimes I start to listening every kind
of music just like to know this music contains any of a new sound that I ever
hear before or not. And I ever make a
story in Instagram if u follow my Instagram about what kind of music I like. Yaps
I always listening for every song that I heard, but what I like the most is
when that song make me feel grateful.
So back to the topic, I just really interested with I love u
song, cause its make u understand why is billie eilish unique. So I start to
searching it, and I found that this song is actually she make for his
bestfriend that was killed or suicide, I don’t know but she really love him. And
he is xxxtentacion.
And yap before I don’t really hear his song, cause I don’t know,
but now I start to hear it, you know what all his song is about depression, and
I cant count how much he said in her head that he want to killed himself. And I
know right in that time why I never hear his song, yap cause I never interested
with this kind of song.
For me if u want to suicide, how weak you are ? cause everyone
have their own problem, its not u the most pity person in the world. And next
thing is u need to understand, not everything in this world is just like what u
want, and just like what u think.
And the last, u cant control everything, the one u can
control is yourself, u need to decided weather u need to hear this or not, believe
this or not, not everybody gonna like u but, u can love yourself. Its you the
one can make u happy, not anyone else, so believe in yourself and just do it,
try and learn, that what god said to you. Make yourself grateful everyday, help
people, and just follow your dream that makes u happy.
And that’s why I don’t interested with this kind of song
cause it just make u believe that u have your own demons inside. For me I don’t
believe that I have a demons inside me, for me I understand that I will always make
a mistake by myself in my life, like my entire
life. But its u to chose to change it and learn, or just change the topic by believing
yourself that u have your own demons inside.
Its up to you to make your own world brighter or darker. But
for me I like make it hard, and I know that the harder thing is make your world
brighter, cause not everyone can do that, but me I know I always learn.
There is one thousand reason I can make my world darker, and
maybe one reason to make it brighter, and I choose the bright one, cause its
hard, and I like if its hard, the more hard it is, the more things u learn from
that.
So I love myself,
And this is my journey, to catch so many colour in my world
and make it so bright like u can imagine before, cause why u choose to be sad, If
u can choose to be happy ?
And that’s why I now thinking about my number one rapper in
my list, its gonna be POST Malone.
And now I hearing post Malone – circle.
It’s a perfect thing to start a day, song that make u
understand, sometimes u just need to let it go, maybe u can try to runaway, but
we can let it go if u need it,
It make u understand that’s will always keep coming in your
life, all the problems, all the sad things, and that is exactly the reason to
make u alive. If u don’t want have a problem in your life, u are died.
And gods
make it for u, just want to see if u already learn something, do you choose
him, or not.
Sometimes its not fair, but keep going, maybe the best one is let
it go. If u already try it, and belive its all u need to do. Now everything is
fine,
LET IT GO
Feel it, like u are in the beach, with a bright sun, and have
some waves come and go, and hear this song.
ITS FINE.
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